if you genuinely like someone and tell them, only to have them politely rebuff you, then they go off with someone who has been flirting with you all year, then are you supposed to feel jealous, even if you have no reason to?
The first day of the SM job went well. Pretty easy: mostly watching actors talk character and drinking coffee. Blocking starts Friday; I have to get a props list together. It's good to be back in production. More tomorrow.
I'm just feeling a little disconnected tonight.